Thank you, girlfriend. Happy birthday to me.

I took a screenshot and sent it to my girlfriend, saying that Fa was the first person in the world to tell me Happy Birthday.

almost every time, my answer is I don't know.

although my financial situation is no longer as low as ten yuan a day as it was a few years ago, I really have no desire for a lot of external things.

I have said several times that I will have counseling once a week since March this year.

she thought for a moment, and then asked me, "are you not used to fighting for what you want for yourself?"

I froze when I said the above sentence, because my previous consideration was that I had more important things to do, so my needs had to be put aside, but today, when I have met the needs of most of the people around me, I found that I did not "put aside", but "eliminated my own needs long ago".

then the first thing I do in college is to tell myself that I can't be as wayward as I used to be.

I keep telling my girlfriend that four years of college is the happiest day of my life.

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I once wrote on Weibo that in our lives, there may be an opportunity every 20 years for you to fight for a goal without thinking. You won't feel tired, you won't feel miserable, you'll just work blindly, and then get closer and closer to that goal.

so when I come back and look at the history of struggle in college, it is full of "impossible".

I said, "Ten more times, I'll come all."

two.

when I have passed the most difficult times and made the most difficult parting, I was greeted by the lack of goals.

I am missing part of my "me".

just because of the habitual self-suppression for a long time, that "I" no longer knows what form and appearance it will take in my life.

I don't really know what the specific reason is, but I just do it.

she told me, "in fact, you know very well that if you show up often, it will have a negative effect on your life, so he will hide on purpose."

I was silent for a long time.

"I'm not thinking anything. I just feel very sad, that kind of deep sadness. I think that as long as I do well enough and ask too much of myself, I will get more things and be happier and happier. But this doesn't seem to be the case."

three.

because I found that she has been taking care of the "me" I suppressed over the past few years.

as mentioned earlier, after thinking about the bike for three or four years, she took me to Shenzhen yesterday to buy it back.

when I finally took the bike into wheels and frame, she asked me, "Brother Kei, are you happy?"

"you haven't looked in the mirror. You were so black the whole time that I thought I forced you to ask for it."

she said, "Don't look, you'll be normal when it's just the two of us."

in the end, I had no idea. I asked her on the highway, "Why did you think of giving me a bike?"

you see, that's the way she is. She always makes it easy to say such things.

I don't even care about myself if I don't even talk about others.

"after being with the other person, ta can see things in you that others can't see." If the other person is a bad person, then ta can use it as your weakness, but if you are lucky, ta is a kind person, ta will help you protect your weakness. "

Thank her for protecting my weakness and giving me a happy birthday.

A group of my high school classmates rushed in to celebrate my birthday